|a girl who loves almost everything.(especially adorable things) she is interested in anime, music, dubstep, singing, Smosh, PewDiePie and such. loves friends and does not like fighting...most of the time. (DO DOT tick her off, ever)|
My account is NightshadeNeko
Before i start saying anything... you probably shouldn't like.. follow this one... I, myself have little self-confidence and i am very insecure.... but i am more open than i think.... so yeah Also trigger warning!
Probably the Number One thing in life that you need to be successful is self confidence, yo!
It can be hard to love yourself, I know that, I honestly don't love myself but at least i try to.
I have multiple personas/personalities that action when i can't remain perfectly sane(which makes it almost impossible to try, too because i am pretty cruel on myself.... I am mean...) but enough about me, I'm supposed to be helping you!
You may or may not have much care or love for yourself because maybe something going on at home or with your parents, or at school or with friends, or with past experiences. I won't ask what happened unless you need my attention and care and help..
(I may be a tsundere, but when someone is clearly emotionally scarred or hurt, no matter who it is, i will help the best I can. I'm not always a nice person. Just ask one of my friends, Lemoan.)
But that is just what's getting you down.. You can't let those things get the bet of you. They can overwhelm you into doing something stupid that you'll regret later. Start by talking about it .... To yourself. LET YOURSELF CRY IF YOU CRY!! YOU NEED TO CRY!!! IT IS A GOOD THING!!! Just let it out.
DON'T HURT YOURSELF!!! DON'T EVER MAKE THAT MISTAKE!!!
Hurting yourself is the worst thing you could possibly do. Even if it's to vent out your anger, hate, or depression. Or even if it's to keep yourself from hurting others. Punch the wall(Not too hard or else you'll have to go to the E.R or sumthin), scream into a pillow, kick the air, run around, take a walk, CRY.. Something, anything... just don;t hurt yourself. If you already have, you probably regret it don't you? Please to those who have or do hurt themselves, STOP. It may seem like the world could be against you but there are people who will listen. People who would rather help you than watch Markiplier or PewDiePie(Youtube in general) or play with their friends or do their work. There are people who would help a hurting stranger than do anything fun. I'm not here to make you feel bad, I'm simply here to help. Someone in my family has hurt themself and i had to deal with finding that out and knowig that they were in the hosplital when i was 4. it carried all throughout my life. Luckily they promised me they would stop and they didn't break their promise. So it's possible.
We are all bullied in some way some point in our lives weather you realize it or not. People make fun of us because we are different. They could just be jealous that you are more open with yourself or the fact that you are smart, or pretty/handsome, or anything really. You are unique. You shouldn't change yourself to be 'cool' or to be 'normal'. Be yourself. Because you are the only person who you know how to be. You will have so much more confidence in yourself.